September 9, 2013
Mom, o my goodness. I got the package today and it was the best ever!! Thank you sooo much!! I loved it soo much!!!!!
Mom, o my goodness. I got the package today and it was the best ever!! Thank you sooo much!! I loved it soo much!!!!!
This week was probably the best we have had in Singen. I am not going to lie, I was really struggling. I was feeling like the worst missionary ever because our numbers were so low. I kept asking myself, why am I needed here in Singen??? Well finally I had a reality check-and it was so awesome!! I finally realized that maybe I am not neccesarily needed in Singen, but in all reality, I am the one that needs Singen. Seriously, being here in Singen, opening and training has been the hardest thing I have done on my mission. I have really had to get out of my comfort zone and push myself beyond my limits. But, because of it, I have been becoming the missionary that I want to be. I have learned how to contact, work with the ward, and I am still learning things. I decided I needed to stop worrying about how low are numbers are, and focus on living up to my potential as a missionary and focus on being the very best I can, and that is when the rest will fall into place. So that is what I have been focusing on, just trying to be the most obedient and best missionary I can be.
One thing I have seen on the mission is that their are some missionaries that have this natural ability to be amazing missionaries right from the start. From the get go they have no fear and it doesn't scare them to be bold or to talk to people on the street. They just really know what they are doing. Then you have those other missionaries, who want so badly to be great, but they have a few more obstacles to overcome, or it takes them a little while to figure out their place as a missionary. I am one of those second missionaries. It has really taken me a while to become the missionary I have wanted to be. I have really, really, had to go out of my comfort zone and do things I have never thought I had too. And now after 9 months, I am finally getting there. I still have so much to learn, but I am grateful for Singen and how it has help mold me into the missionary I am today.
So we found this awesome potential investigator named Simplice. He is one of our bus drivers here in Singen and one Wednesday night when I was getting on the bus I dropped a ton of the pass along cards. He saw one with Jesus' face on it and looked at me and asked: "You girls talk to people about Jesus, don't you?" I said yes and we talked a little bit then I went to sit down because there were people behind me waiting to get on. He called me back up and I started telling him about the book of mormon as he was driving. He was so excited to meet with us and gave us his information. Then that night we got a text from him that said: "Hello Sisters in Christ, the time of good is the best...i'm happy to meet you sisters in Jesus name...Jesus is my savior, my redeemmer, my life...and my Lord... I love him, I adore him, I please you tonight to pray, may the holy ghost open my heart and my soul to his word...Amen in Jesus name." hahah Isn't that so great??? We had a lesson with him last night and it was so great!! He is so prepared. We weren't able to set up another appointment with him because he didn"t know his work schedule, but he is so excited to read more in the book of mormon. We feel so lucky that we were able to meet him!! We have high hopes for him as an investigator:)
So my branch here is so great. We need about 5 more people to be baptized in order for it to become a branch so everyone is really gung ho about missionary work. It is so great. The hole branch is just so loving and I have loved getting close with the members. Yesterday we had an eating appointment with Familie Zimmerman it was so great. Brother Zimmerman said something to me and it made me so happy. He said: "Sister Allman, you are so cool. Ya, you really just are so cool and everyone here in the branch just really loves you." That made me happy. It was really great to hear-especially when it has been soo hard.
but really. This week has been so much better. This transfer is going to be so much better as well. I am excited for the miracles sitting ahead of us.
I love y'all so much!!
Sister Allman

