Can I just say something??? I LOVE BEING A MISSIONARY!!! Ahh I love it so much. Don't get me wrong, it is so stinking hard. You experience more disappointed and hardships that you could ever imagine, but the opportunity to be able to serve God's children and testify of our Savior is so rewarding!! The other day I was just so overwhelmed with gratitude. I was brought to tears over how grateful I am for this opportunity to be a missionary. It is changed me and strectched me in ways that I never thought possible. I really think my mission is becoming sacred to me.
My personal study this morning was der hammer. (That means awesome in German! haha) O man. The Spirit was so strong and I was totally engulfed in the Book of Mormon. I have been studying the chapters about the best missionary examples and that is, of course, Alma, and the sons of Mosiah. O how I hope that one day I will be able to be missionaries like them. I especially loved reading Alma 7 this morning. It is such an amazing chapter in the Book of Mormon for everyone. It testifies of the Savior and the gospel of Jesus Christ. Mom, Dad-you two should re read it. It is so good. Also 2 Corinthians 6:4-10 and Romans 5:3-6 are a perfect desciption of missions.Gosh I love this work.We saw a miracle with Achmed this week. On Tuesday night we had an appointment with him and we wanted to watch "The Restoration." Before we put in the film he said "Today is my birthday!" We were all suprised and then he said " Well not really, but is has been one year since my first brain operation". (He has had 4). He said it was a miracle that he was alive. We asked him why he thought God spared his life. His response was "For the experience! So I could learn and grow!" We then looked at him and asked "Achmed, what if God spared your life so you could hear this message that we have?" It went silent. The Spirit came right into the lesson and Achmed began to weep. He said " I feel it when I read this book. I feel it everytime I meet with you guys." The spirit was so stong!!!!! We changed our complete lesson plan and felt like we should all bear our testimonies about the Savior. We did and Achmed weeped again. We invited him to be baptized and he was so excited and said yes and felt like he would be ready the14th of December. That lesson was the most spiritual lesson I have ever had on my mission. I really feel like I was able to feel just a glimpse of how much love Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ has for one of their sons. O man, and it is just so incredible to watch his testimony develop of this gospel and Jesus Christ. Miracles happen and THIS CHURCH IS TRUE!!!!The rest of the night I just felt so much love for Achmed. I knew it was the love that Christ has for him and I was just so overwhelmed and grateful. That is the best and greatest part about being a missionary, being able to feel the love that the Savior has for his children. It is so incredible.
So I am struggling with German. Really struggling and it is a great trial for me. I have been out on my mission almost 11 months now and my German is not where is should be. I am working so hard and Sister Freimann is helping me so much as well. Sister Freimann and I only speak German together and I do my best to think in German. During any time I have I am studying German or trying to learn more. I do my studies in German and I am doing every little thing I possibley can, to learn it, but it is just not really sticking. People don't understand me that well, and it is wearing on me. I have been praying my little heart out and fasting, so now I am just trying to be patience. I am trying not to compare myself with other missionaries, because so many people have a gift and talent with languages, but that is not for me. But I am working my little heart out and hopefully by the end of my mission I will be able to speak German. But just know Sister Allman is doing everything she can!! And I know the Lord will provide a way. Just like my favorite scripture Alma 26:12 "But in his strength I can do All things!" which means I can learn German!!!
Okay well I love you all so much!!
Okay well I love you all so much!!
Sister Allman:)
We were in this little village in the middle of nowhere and while we were waiting for our train we took these pictures. hahah Hope you like them.



